Giraffe Illustration! This was a lot of fun!
If she came back I know it would never work because I have been broken by her too badly. If she came back I would worry and wonder why and freak out just like I did the 2 times shes abandoned me before. If she came back I know she would never be able to stay. I would just constantly worry about when shes going to leave me again.
I know all these things yet I constantly wonder how she is and hope she is doing ok and I still miss her and want her back in my life anyway. I don’t know why I can’t just get over her. I just know I’ve never felt anything as strong as the instant feelings I had for her.If the one who got away came back I would just be fucked because I would open my heart back up to her and never be able to fully give it to her because I would be too afraid.
(Source: lovequotesrus, via dezthelez)
"Nothing’s changed. You’ll go home. You’ll be bored. You’ll be ignored. No one will listen to you, really listen to you. You’re too clever and too quiet for them to understand."
cuddling is probably one of the most passionate forms of love there is because you just feel so safe and close to the person and it feels like all your worries go away and it’s one of the greatest feelings in the world